pipikins' Journal

yo peeps! and how are we all?, more changes since ma last entry. I don't miss any of the lads now lol not in a nasty way like, i'm just like.....over it. I saw paton tha other neet, so i don't miss him, and i see adzy round and about, and i'm prolly gonna meet up with a few others soon anyways, so wheeey! theres just one person i need to talk to. Baz. Ma bestest mate in the whole wide world, and we've drifted apart and i miss him :( i miss him calling me 'pip', coz nobody calls me that now as i H A T E it, but meh, baz can call it me :). So, the summer holiday season is here yet again. This time last year i had got titanic on dvd, and i was SOOOO excited. Why da fuck do i rmba stupid fings like that?? Anyways, nothin much to say really apart from, i've been workin ma arse off in work, so i'm gonna be washin in money next month! kevvo and leanne and emma are all sunnin emselves, and have left me and jonny back ere. not saw him either yet! :( love ya jonny babes! we're gonna go round town anyways and just get rat-arsed! Goin london with our mandy iin a fee weeks! WOO! THE DADDY NEW LOOK! fuck tha queen, i'm goin shoppin! none of ya are gettin gifts! I may return to liverpool in these hols and see Liz and some other few people i haven't seen in a while :P
oh memories...
tara cherubs
x

Current Mood: dirty
Current Music: lee ryan

Writing an entry in this thing takes me back to last year. Using it an a way of communicating with people in liverpool. A year has gone already! a whole year and now i don't really know why i write in it. But it's moving on time yet again folks. they've all left me. they know who they are. I've pretended up to now, that i'm not bothered. Just another bunch of people that come and go in life. But for pip it's not that simple. Remember last year, when starting college and i didn't want to go coz i didn't want to move on? Well now i don't want things to change yet again. people i'm gonna miss the most probably... rath and always hugging him:) Paton and just takin the piss out of him. Baz, kinda drifted apart from him lately, but i've got to thank him the most. He's the one that led me to these people. If it wasn't for him, i wouldn't be upset about them leaving soon!! damn him hahah! :P Adzy D! legend! We go back years! peeps mite be gud mates wiv him, but we have our lady's times together :P and morrisons days, and oh ay memories! oh the list is endless. Dearest denzel. Meeting him for the first time at baz's house that time. ( in a previous entry that actually ). who can forget goldy? me and ste pulling jokes on him every thursday afternoon, and i was actually scared of goldy at first! hahahaha now he's ma lil darlin! The dude pete! first impressions of pete was.... he was a 'cool' guy, didnt like me, i thought he would be a bastard if i'm honest, but it proves to not judge a book by its cover as he is no doubt the nicest lad i have ever met(along with ma baby mutchy). Coke bottle talkin at train stations! christmas shopping! hehe he is the most retro man i kno! he wins that award!! ' you know that's rite' :D i want to wish all of them good luck for whatever they do, but they ma peeps, so i won't let them get rid of me that easy mwhahah.
Monday is INNIT day, so me and jonny are off out! and then we got sausage day at leannes comin up! Whey dday was excellent ofcourse in blackpool! :) Can't wait for college next year! Peace with everyone gone:P hehehe
love u all
xxx

RIP
The Table -----

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: cell block tango!

wheey
this week i was given only ONE shift. ONE on sunday. rather miffed about that, but hey, meant that i had a rest this week. Had the show ' september in the rain' to peform on wednesday. we finished college at 3.15 and was told to return for 6 o'clock. Me and my fellow bitch,Leanne, went to watch the football match, me actually watchin lads that i didn't know, but still, there was legs to look at ;) we came to my house for abit of tea, then returned back to college to find vicki with wet curly hair?? Dan had put cake in her hair, and she washed it in the toilets AND I MISSED IT. Jonny boi was there, as always to watch it all. apparantly lisa got involved aswell............. no surprise there really. watched Danielle's dance, and me and grace have decided to take AS dance next year,..... wheeeeeey, even though we can't do the splits or anything like that, but oh well we'll get over it. twas performance time and we sat behind the curtain, supposedly keeping quiet, but really sucking each others necks, and feeling each other up. I saw Leannes older bro walk pasy and WOAH i think the whole fancied him!!!!! esp ecially jonny ' oh i know the type, the gay type' you had to be there really. I had to be wet for this scene , which wasn't appreciated. i had michael throw a few cups of water over me, with me screaming and a woman thought i was getting harassed or something. So, i went on stage, piss-wet through, and as the lights went up i heard someone laugh at the fact that i was drowned like a rat.
NOT APPRECIATED!
the scene went well, and i remembered all of my lines. Not a good costume though really. OLD people? not a costume that i wanted to wear and walk in the concourse.thursday.... i can't actually remember. Today, i took my slap and tickle set into college, wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeey. Jonny especially loved that ;) Also ran out of performing arts twice to be sick :( not a good at all. Everyone else sunning themselves, whilst me in andy's big coat, freezing cold :( don't like being ill, kinda sucks. Dennetts bday meal and town on sunday, wheeeeeeeeeey c u around if you're out
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if anyones gonna bother about any stupid spelling or punctuation, dont be that sad to comment please.

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: natalie imbruglia

Holi Holi Day
Tuesday : Was due to be my boring day, sitting it watching tv all day all by myself. when mother dearest asked me to go to town with her for abit, i wasn't exactly estatic, but hey, it would get me out the house right?
15 mins before we leave the house...
mummy ' oooo thats a nice belly thing she's got in, they have some gorgeous belly bars'

Me ' I wanted mine done last week'

Mummy' Want to get it done today? i'll pay for you'
yesh indeed ladies and gentlemen i have now got my belly button pierced :D We went to Beverly Hills Nails and made the appointment. 1 hours worth of waitin and torturing myself about why am i doing this? Whilst sitting on a bench outside asda, i saw kerry mcfadden/katona. i realise that i am the ONLY person in warrington who hasn't seen her before, therefore it's no doubt not very interesting to many of you.
Time for my belly to be done.... and if i said that i didn't feel a thing, i would be lying, coz i DID feel a tube go through me! chose a nice pink belly bar of course. shall not state the price................................................

Too expensive i shall put.

In the evening went to andy's. He has his eyebrow, ear and nipple pierced and 2 tattoo's and theres me with my ears and belly. what to get done next???

here's hope that it doesn't get infected

philippa and nelly ( the belly bar)
x x x

Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: nothing really

due to be in the emergency clinic in 2 hours. can't say that i'm not nervous. I want the pain to be over, but i don't want any parts of me being cut open , especially not my throat :(

Wish me luck

Current Mood: nervous

Half term
for the first time, a half term is not actually boring. monday consisted of me and mother bear going to ikea, for what, i'm not exactly sure, but we came home with a plant pot, a plant, and some stones. I also bought myself some more sequin shoes, these, multicoloured, no not from ikea, before some fool asks, and finally a pink poncho. Yes, yet another to add to the collection in my wardrobe. Tuesday, i watched the lads play rugby. when i got there, i was the only girl, and i wore the wrong shoes, stupid me.! After a while gem, ann, kim n lora arrived with a picnic blanket, and goodies! even tho it wasnt picnic weather, it was alrite. As always the rugby was rough, and i still dont get the concept of the game, apart from lads wanting to feel each other up. ahem.. A few fingers had to be taped? and the game was finally over. Later on, i went to toms house with mutchy, jacko, jack, phil
and some other peeps i don't know. I say toms house, when really it was a mansion. thr hallway, had a couch thingy in it! shockin! wasn't exactly a great night, as i had a very sore throat, which the next day resulted in me losing my voice again. wednesday, i had jonny lad come down for a few hours. breaking my desk, and spilling a drink over my staighteners!! How rude! And today i venture back to toms mansion again, for a partay. woo hoo! this half term isnt actually bad:D

all smiles
pipkat
x
x

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: nelly over and over

How boring are Sundays?
Today has consisted of me, cleaning my room,, doing some EXTRA research for my media coursework, and then having scotty round for a few hours, watching television. Why did god make Sundays soooo boring? they're not supposed be anymore, but theres just this ' feel' in the air that makes it worthless. I'm going round town on tuesday night for Patons and Mutchy's birthday, should be fun, and thats my week's plan, THAT'S IT! i need a job, i need the money.

GOSSIP>>>
Trevor is workin in FACE! i realise that none of you know who Trevor is, but i have to tell someone.

Westlife in just under a month! woo!

Current Mood: disappointed
Current Music: Nelly - over and over

Friday
Sittin on the floor in the train station, thinking to myself how long it's been since i was last here, when Pete and Baz arrived.We got on the train, and went to Liverpool. things have changed in that train station, was very weird being back, i must admit. We were all set to go the Cavern, until we had no idea where it as, ending us up getting a taxi. On the way, i was shcoked by the lap dancing club on the way! SHOCKING. the dodgy things they have down them back alley ways. We made it to the Cavern and was greeted by Mutchy!! the main man himself. i had heard that the club was quite a way down, but it seemed a very long way down indeed. Pete was reunited with all his woolston mates, with myself and baz, not knowing anybody. I decided to talk to tom whom i'd met at rugby once before. I thought that him and jacko were lovely people until they nicked ma poncho and taken it into the lads toilets!!!!!!!!!! Yet again, i was in the male toilets for the third time that day. It was time for Mutchy's band to perform, and they were amazing! most definately the best band of the night without a doubt. The whole of the room was up on their feet watching. I, of course got at the front so i could see Mutchy do his stuff, who is an incredable drummer!I shall be going more of his gigs! :D After more poncho picking and shoe stealing, we went into room one to dance. Me and Pete doing abit of 'dirty dancing' hahaha and then doing some more dirty dancing with mutchy. I was the only girl in our group so i got to dance with everyone. it was 2am, time to go home, and we were to get the coach when footloose came on! :O Can you believe it Emz? and i had to leave!! tom kindly gave me a piggyback to the coach as my feet were killing as i was wearing heels. so, i was sat at the back of the coach with tom, when the next thing i knew, i being woken up and i had missed my stop. So it was just me and tom walking back into town, getting a taxi. He was a gentleman and made sure i was safe and warm. :D therefore i shall treat him to a maccies as a thankyou. hahah thats all you're gettin darlin! And you looked wonderful in my poncho. hehehe! thankyou hun, for everything, was nice of you to do. And i wasa right about them taxi's outside the train station, none ever came did they!!!!!!!!???????

The Cavern...i definately recommend

Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: take that

How fit are sugered almonds???!!!!

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: in the sun - joseph arthur

2005
This year is jst as daft as the last one really! New years day... me and scotty both ill. We were both at his house, with me wearing his clothes. i can safely say, girls underwear is more comfy that lads. Give me a thong any day. don't remember much else. College started this week, saw everyone again. i was wearing my pink sequins shoes, leanne was wearing black sequins n Emma and Sammy were wearing green sequins. At the end of the performing arts lesson, there was sequins all over the floor. sequins are in! the next big thing! i hope that you shall all be wearin them soon. we still haven't been told what the next show is, grrrr. highlight of this week had definately been me singign in the concourse with pete playing with his guitar and passerby's stopping and looking :) adzy has made me laugh so much this week. Such a funny guy. a funny guy who drink cheap german water hahahaha.

I didn't write an entry on how 2004 was for me, coz basically i couldnt be arsed. but i'll just give an over-view. I seen mcfly and busted at liverpool after standing for 6 hours! my most favourite moment of the year. My 16th with kevin gettin drunk and ripping my westlife bear, how rude! Saddest moment was probably getting my heart broken for the first time, but in all honesty i believe that things happen for a reason and that i learn from my experiences. However my only regret, is not staying friends and not taking back some things that i said. I also regret form this year that i'm not friends with my old friends anymore. we have drifted apart, but as i said before everything happens for a reason and i've now got lots of new great friends, who i couldnt imagine being without. Finally, last year gave me Scotty. Someone whom i love so much, someone whom i think is actually my soulmate . the best thing to come out of 2004.

BRING IT ON 2005!

Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: Mr bojangles- robbie

Happy birthday pete! Yes today was petey's birthday. He is officially a man and no longer a boy. Don't worry hun, you'll receive your prezzie on monday. A nice mug with 'Pete' on it for my ex-tea king :P. As i walked around college, i noticed various posters of him.....shame. so today, we performed 'Our house' for the first time altogther infront of the 2nd years' I thought it went quite good to be honest, besides the fact that i'm dancing IN a curtain half way through the show. We also got our t-shirts, WHICH they spelt my name wrong on,
PHILLIPA
PHILIPPA
There IS a difference. Just incase you dont know, the correct way is the second. how rude! the response i got from Helen was' thats the way it's spelt on the register' HOW???? when i enrolled to start college i spelt my name RIGHT on the form, so some dimwit has changed it. There are 3 philippa's in that college, we will gang up on you all if you can't learn our names!
Media wasn't fullfilling today. We had no teacher, therefore it was just me, kev, adzy n kim pratting about doing nothin.
SHOPPING tomoz with Scotty dearest. He hasnt been shopping with me yet, so tomoz will be the day i'll put him off coming with me ever again. can't help being a shoppaholic.not been shopping in sooooooooooo long, i canee wait!
shopping list:
Xmas prezzy for philippa
xmas prezzy for kelly
xmas prezzy for mother dearest
Xmas prezzy for andrew david
Bags, n wrappin paper
2 of them BIIIG cards
Petes mug
and the rest is gonna be spent on clothes for me oh ay!
none of the rest of ya's r gettin ne prezzys! you'l make do with a card.

Stupid philippa quote of the week " Can you have a computer in uni? "
ALL SMILES XXXXXXXXX

Current Mood: thirsty
Current Music: Hey whatever, busted

Mutchy
Okay, i don't see him that much, okay i've seen him once n he's one of the greatest peeps i've ever met. ( If you listen to a sad song, as you read this entry, then it really does touch ya)He's supposed to be an EXCELLENT drummer n i've been invited to his all his gigs, bt i've never gone coz no1 else will fuckin go!And i feel sooooooooooooo bad. So the next gig, i'm goin. If i'm a loner, who gives a fuck, coz i jst feel well tight now, coz like i said he's a class lad who's well funny! He makes me laugh all the time on msn n is jst overall a top person! and he's my darlin, and i love him to bits! He's supposed to be as crazeeeeeeeeee as i am, which is a top thang! He has the cutest smile ever in the world, all i want to do is hug him when i see his lil smile :D so cute!!! <3 and he's the biggest metallica fan goin! I've learnt some songs now! AND he's ma fav person to ring up when i'm drunk and shout GARY MUTCH in a scouse accent down the phone too. I wouldn't have known about Casi if it wasn't for him! One of my favourite peeps that i know and i wish i seen him more often ( or i wish that i actually see him) coz i know he'd be class to hang around with.

i love cute mutchikins!!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Current Mood: sad

Me is gonna be workin with Adzy! O I! Should be fun fun fun till your daddy takes the T-bird away.

Current Mood: bitchy
Current Music: westlife- miss you

'you pulled mine so im gonna pull yours' me to goldie
And so tis Bonfire night on another year. this year i'm finally going to hill cliff to watch the rest of warringtons fireworks instead of buying my own. am goin with Kelly and Rachel. But this year i've not had ANY treacle! I'm famous for buying LOADSA treacles lollies, n handing them out to everyone, but where on earth have they gone??? Bonfire night without treacle is like christmas without the presents.
GUTTED
Today was kinda borin. Performing arts was a lesson of writing! Shock shock horror horror, but i did end up getting mikes number at last. which was followed by an incredibly boring talk in the hall, where i mostly complimented joanna about her clothes. then me, kim n vicki ended up walking to the astroturf to watch the lads play footie. witnessed a lad keep hold of himself for most the match ' do you need a belt love' comedy! then twas media, in which we were in the LRC where i do fuck all, but me paul n kim did write up the story of life, (in library near you soon). then i dropped psychology! woo! More free's for pip!!! Didn't see scotty today :( so that didn't perk up my day either! HOWEVER, i got lots n lots of hugs of my Rathbone! my darlin! yey!
so there ya have it, shite day, really, nothin exciting happened.
i'm off to meet kelly and to bully mike whilst he's workin mwhahahahaha
tara kids
xXx

Current Mood: cold
Current Music: sleeping with the light on busted

Had a dream about martin last nite..
oh
my
god
WHY PHILIPPA WHY???? i think i've gone mad

In other news, i'm bored, i've not seen aaaaaaaaaanyone over the hols. okay thats a lie. I've got no credit either to ask people to go the cinema, preferbaly someone who looks over 18. and we know who's fault that is don't we scotty?
Lookin forward to saturday, im meetin ben, my bitch. :D i've got the eyeliner n nail polish all ready for ya darlin. oh, and i might be seeing him tomoro, scaring a few people, should be fun :) Ben woo! He's mine peeps, i bagsy him! He's my new play thing. omg who did i used to call my play thing?? Well who ever it was, sorry, but bens took ya place.
Anyone see busted on this morning,erm..... this morning? charlie isn't my favourite anymore, tis MATTIE JAY!!!! He's one cool guy! And he wears eyeliner- which makes him even better. And all you lads, not wanting to try it, your just wimps!
I think i might go christmas shopping in abit, theres nothin else better to do! plus ive not shopped for about.....3 days now. and im finding it hard to cope already, so spending money it is! and i guarantee peeps will ask me to go out when im spent up. bastards!
Tara kids
x X x
ALL SMILES :D

Current Mood: y's it blu? im bored, nt cold
Current Music: she wants to be me BUSTED!

Not a good start to half term. went the piccys wit joe, sean, saz n sam to see 'saw'. tis an 18, but we got the tix. the problem wasn't till we went to actually go n see the film, the man who checks the tickets wouldnt let us in, and threatened to chuck us out coz of saz havin a bad attitude - so instead decided to go n watch alfie. ADVICE - dont go n see Alfie wit yer mates! Tis just 2 hours of nothing but boringness. Tis a couples film really, but seeing Jude law isn't such a bad thing. HOW gorgeous is he? He reminds me of someone, but i can't put my finger on it. whoever it is, is extremely good looking! We were first ones to leave the screen room, and headed for the bus stop. When the scalls started. Now normally, scallies dont bother me that much, but these were just utter pricks basically. i won't go into detail, but there was no need in what they did, and its defo shook me up. The only good thing to come out of that night was emz booking westlife tickets! oh yes. I'm seeing one of my future husbands again! Mark feehily and philippa reunited! :P

Today - Crap day! i am now desperate for money, so i'm glad to announce that mr braddy bradshaw may have a lil friend workin wit him in a few weeks time:) oh yes, pips gettin a job, im growin up! So i sit here, listening to my avril lavigne album, eating a turkish delight icecream ( YUMMY) . no1 else likes turkish delight! :O, surely to god, i know someone else who does.
x X x

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: How does it feel? - Avril

Half term!
First half term in priestley! woo hoo! I really hope i'm not stuck in over the up and coming week, coz if i am, i wll not be a happy bunny. So today... I woke up at 8.25!!! that meant i had 5 minutes to get up, get dressed,makeup etc! 5 minutes!!! That just wasnt happening really was it. so i put on the first thing i seen and literally ran down Loushers Lane, to find that lessons didnt start for another half an hour. bastards. So no morning brew to wake me up, meant me being cranky in the morning, so im sorry to anyone if i was nasty. i'm not a good morning person. Lessons were in fact rubbish today, no performing arts, so i didn't see most of ma peeps.Whilst waiting for emz, i had the joys of sittin with pete, goldie, ste n mike playin erm...that game with the coins, yeh that one. Accidentally called pete a dog. Ooopsy. and thanks you lot for all the eye touching *shudders* Then it was the singing lesson! a woo hoo! I got to hear Dan singing a ronan keating song, awww bless him!And he was soo good! So good, that he was rewarded a hug. Now this new song ' i still believe' tis a bloody hard song! them high notes in it, just aren't happenening. If this is the song me n emz are recording, then god help us! Crap day really. nothing exciting.

now when i got in, my mother had been shopping and my lil treat of the week was BLUEBERRY doughnuts! yes, baz, blueberry- and the jam stuff looked EXACTLY the same as blackcurrent jam does! so HA! someone back me up please, blackcurrent and blueberry, does look the same.

I'm supposed to write something about Scotty. Er,... what exactly am i supposed to say darlin?? Can't i just type your name alot? Scotty, Scotty, Scotty! lol there ya go your mentioned! He's ma secret tea king! yes, the secret one. Pete had already claimed the throne, and i couldn't throw him off it, just like that, therefore mr scotty is the secret one, which pete can't find out about! so shhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

Martin watch : Was sat next to me having his dinner today and seen his at various times during the day. lol i hope he doesnt read this em ya know! ooooh and luke was with him too! lol bless him! but i've not seen Matt around. awww he was nice. he gave me his hat. :)

All smiles!
Pipsqueak! xxxx

Current Mood: cold
Current Music: I still believe - miss saigon

return of the pip!!
oh ay!
not written in here in a very long time!Unfact, nobody seems to write in here that much now. i dont quite know what to put here really. theres too much to say. Awwwwww look at my last entry, i was scared of goin college n bein a billy-no mates, and now i love it! whey hey! so erm.. yeah... college! ' i'm only going for the lads and the money' That is what i said to Baz a few weeks back - still true. rite, so me new mates..
Emz! shes jst me basically, yes another one. she's ma darlin! When shes drunk, oh bloody hell, lock up the lads! and i thought i was bad!!
Kim - another one of me darlins! i love her clothes, i want them, all of them!!
Jasmine - coolest person i know! and she was also me first mate i made on that lil day thingymajigga.
Sean - He's irish! and talks very fast, sloooow down boy!
jonny boi! - one word - hilarious! I have to go the toilet before every performing arts lesson, because i know he'll make me laugh so much that i'll just have to run out the lesson! god love him! oh and he's tall! BAT CURRENT! I rli need to get over that!
Vicki - she's my mummy! I'd be lost witout her!
Lisa - again, a lil darlin! wit an amazin voice!
there's too many to mention!!!! I would mention Baz, denzel, adzy, scotty blah blah blah, but nah..... nt special enough! :P:P well.. they all know i love em!!! oh i must mention ann, who's still alive after her stomach nearly exploding! so yey, she's still wit us!

silently mentions martin! lmao! he is everywhere i go!!!

tooo many peeps to mention! i cnt mention them all :( anyways, the performance is tomoro! woo hoo! See me kim n emz shake our ass! lol! I would invite you all to come, but there are no tickets left, oh-damn-it!

oh ay
oh ay
oh ay (esp for Adzy D) :P

X pip X

Current Mood: ditzy
Current Music: Man machine - Robbie!

Memories
Does anyone else miss the way things used to be? surely i'm not the only person who hates change. in the last year, my life has changed so much, and its about to change again. :(
Sorry, i've been thinking again, and thinking is dangerous for philippa isnt it?

it's 2 o clock in the morning, why the hell arent i in bed?

nite nite xxxxxxxxxxx

Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: loser kid - busted

I met the lovely denzel today! Yes, the main man himself! One of the most nicest people you'll ever meet! I love him to bits! The only bad thing.... he forgot his beads for me to play with :O But i'll forgive ya darlin! so yes, been to Baz's today. In the pouring rain, i walked it all the way there! i have trained Baz well, he knows how to make my perfect brew. Good lad!

To cut a long story short ( As im tired and can't be arsed writing this entry)Had a day at Baz's with him, Dennett n kaney. Had lots of fun! played with different things *ahem* but the most important thing of the day is that ... I MET LOVELY DENZEL!!!!
WOO!!

And he gives great hugs ( for all u fellow hugaholics )

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: westlife - more than words

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